Interests
Likes
- Anime/Dongua: Apothecary Diaries, My Hero Academia, Bungou Stray Dogs, MDZS, TGCF, Madoka Magica, Blue Period, etc. (More will be added).
- Music/Bands:: Yaelokre, MSI, Deftones, Mitski, Odetari, Ayesha Erotica, Mannequin Pussy, TV Girl, Mother Mother, Roar, Half Alive, Will Wood, Alex G, etc. (more to be added)
- Games: Genshin Impact, Wuthering Waves, Minecraft, Stardew Valley, All Pokemon Games, Trove, Toram Online, etc. (more to be added).
Dislikes
- Literally any food with a weird/grainy texture or any food that is slimey. Peppers of any kind, including bell peppers. Onions. Loud noises (except for music that I turn on and can control). Arguing.
General Information on My Identity
Some important aspects of who I am include not only my gender and general identity (listed to the right), but also parts of my brain and body that make me unique and individual, hence my own identity. Althought these things, like all of my identity, are out of my control, I feel it's still important to share them. I believe this mostly for the purpose of mutual understanding. I have a lot of mental issues (all diagnosed), such as MDD (Major Depressive Disorder), GAD (Generalized Anxiety Disorder), ADHD (Attention-deficit hyperactivity disorder), and a pending diagnosis on ASD (Autism Spectrum Disorder). These issues affect my life and who I am greatly. From my low empathy yet high amount of gentleness (fear of rejection, yet not feeling empathy so I pretend) to being super inconsistent with staying in touch. I don't excuse any of my actions, I only wish to explain their root cause.
Quick Disclosure: Main symptoms of my issues are hypersensitivity (such as rejection sensitivity and low emotional regulation), panic attacks, depressive episodes (isolation being a noticable sign of such), dissociation (which includes derealization and depersonalization), and insomnia! These are listed as a warning as they may affect others, so I wish to warn people of these things before they happen so it doesn't become a big deal.
Identity Specifics
I am alterhuman. Specifically: Otherkin, Fictionkin, Otherhearted, Coping Link, and Therian! My kintypes are angelkin (nonreligous) and vampirekin. The fictional character I kin with is Alhaitham from Genshin Impact. I c'link (short for coping link) Tartaglia/Childe (Genshin Impact) and Crowley (Good Omens). My kithtypes (those/what in which I'm otherhearted to/with) are c!wilbur (not the creator) and Hua Cheng. Lastly, my theriotypes are lagomorphs(specifically the european rabbit) and seals(all types)!
Very important that you know that I hoard xenogenders and neopronouns meaning that I identify with many labels and pronouns. This is mainly because I'm neurodivergent, and because of such my perception of gender is very um... skewed, and I just like fill the void of understanding my gender with hyperspecific labels. It just makes me happy I guess. I might link my hoard of flags/genders soon. As for pronouns, I go by anything EXCEPT she/her. He, they, it, any neos, all of that works.
Also, about being a therian. Personally, I believe my past life was that of an animal and I get like deja vu or something (perhaps its called mental shifts, I never really cared for learning the vocabulary) from my past life, particularly when I act more on my instincts, it feels all too familiar and "right".